How it all began

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Starting over: the decision that changed my life and how my blog got started

I get a lot of people asking me how I got started in blogging, and since my blog turns five this year (has it really been that long?) I thought I’d share a little bit of my back story about how This is Meagan Kerr came about.

In 2010 I was working full time as an administrator for a non-profit, and in the weekends and after hours I was working as a photographer. I shot portraits, some really fun creative fashion and beauty editorials, and even the occasional wedding. I’m the kind of person who always wants to know more, to be better at what I do and to push myself further, so I started looking at study options. I’d done certificates in Business Administration and Computing when I was still a teenager, but I wanted to have another crack at tertiary study as an adult. I decided that I wanted to turn photography into my full time career, so after lots of research and with much trepidation, I decided to leave my job and jump right back in to full time study.

It’s pretty daunting going back to study after so long away, especially when you’re surrounded by people who are ten or more years younger than you, but I was determined to get everything I could out of it. I learned how to take better photographs, how to use light to my advantage, valuable research and analysis skills, the fine art of photo retouching, and I even had the chance to intern with a photographer that took me along to New Zealand Fashion Week! I wanted to see more diversity than what I was seeing on the pages of magazines, so I started taking photos of other people and posting them on a blog (because at that point there was no way you’d catch me in front of a camera!), and thus This is Meagan Kerr was born.

In my last year of study, I learned something that turned out to be life changing. I learned that I didn’t want to be the kind of photographer that I had originally set out to be. I no longer wanted to be part of a fashion and beauty industry that manipulated images of women to make them smaller and smoother. I wanted to let other women know that they don’t have to be smaller, smoother, younger to enjoy fashion.

From the archives: my first outfit post, wearing a dress from Harlow

In early 2013, I took my frustration at not seeing bodies like mine advertising the clothes that were being sold to me, and I decided to focus my blog on plus size fashion. I wanted people to know that there were clothing options available in plus sizes and we didn’t have to look frumpy if we didn’t want to. It wasn’t until May 2013 that I was finally brave enough to share my first outfit post, but in the meantime there was a lot of work going on behind the scenes. I began taking papers that would help me turn my blog into a career, where I would learn about running a business and building my website. I started taking self portraits to become more comfortable with my body, and I really hit the ground running. By the end of May I had the chance to share my photography in an exhibition as part of the Auckland Festival of Photography, and I decided to show something really personal. A photo of me in a swimsuit.

Meagan Kerr swimming at Waikaraka

From the archives: me swimming at Waikaraka

From there, my blog grew with the help of my studies. In mid-2013, for my final year project, I began photographing women who ignore the “fashion rules” and wear what they want. That’s what my blog became known for, a place where plus size women could be themselves and to heck with what traditional media told us what we should be, do, say, or wear.

The decision to go back to study was not one I made lightly, but I’m really glad that I made that investment in myself. It was crucial in helping me to get to where I wanted to be and to give me those skills I needed – even when the plan changed a bit along the way. I might even study again in the future, because I think that learning doesn’t have to stop as we get older and I’d love to upskill in a few areas. Things have changed a lot since I first entered tertiary study when I was 17 – now you’ve got the choice of studying on campus, doing a short course or even distance learning (which means you can study from home, great if you’re juggling other commitments or don’t live near a campus). If there’s something you’re keen to study, you can find out more about distance learning here.

Have you ever thought about going back to study as an adult?
Let me know in the comments below what you’d love to study

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11 thoughts on “How it all began



  1. I have just started studying! I have a diploma in Event Management from years ago but decided I want my cap and gown so I just started a Bachelor of Applied Management via SIT correspondence. I love it so much more now that I’m older, invested and know what I want from my career 🙂


  2. My dream is to study baking and patisserie. I don’t think I can, though. I’m 34, I have two kids, and I’m partially disabled by chronic illness. I bake every day, though, and I study the science and art of baking every chance I get.

    I’m so inspired by your story, Meagan. There has to be a way for me to do what I love, to follow my passion, no matter what limitations I have. X


  3. Although I’m only out of university study for 5 years, going back to do a post grad dip full time was a big decision. I’m still paying off my initial loan and I’m lucky my partner wants me to be happy and is supportive.


  4. I’m just about to start studying again after close to ten years away (orientation this Friday then start next Monday!). I studied then worked as a nurse for a number of years but came to the realization that although I enjoyed helping people, nursing wasn’t my passion. I then did a short 6 month course in art and design (always been interested but had always done science etc at school) and loved it. Took me another couple of years to figure out which direction to go with it, and now I’ve discovered a passion for interior design. I have heaps of ideas of where I want to take it, but have to get through the study first! Absolutely freaking out about studying again, but I know in the long run it will be so worth it to be doing something I’m passionate about.


  5. Thanks for sharing, what a great story. I returned to study fashion at the ripe old age of 29. My initial intention was to learn the art of paternmaking and hone my sewing skills so I could become a dressmaker. I started out as a Patternmaker, moved into product development, sales, account management and design. Then 4 years ago took the plunge and started my own business designing and making fashion for women who are often forgotten in the wide world of fashion . I’m a firm believer that it is never too late to change course, and that the road you travel on will most likely have twists and turns along the way and may even take you somewhere totally different to what you expected. Life is a work in progress, you change with everything you do or say everyday, so it is fitting that so too may your goals, the important thing is to enjoy the journey.
    K


  6. I finished Uni 10 years ago and returning to study after years of working full time sounds super scary to think about! On the other had it’s a pretty fabulous opportunity to be able to go back and learn something you love. Look how far you’ve come!


  7. I dream of going back to study writing, creative writing. And sometimes I want to do graphic design. If study were free and time were surplus, I’d also study English Literature as a major. But it all seems so frivolous for me now. Maybe once I’m through the busy parenting years and out the other side…


    • Sounds like you’ve got a passion for learning, Rachel! I think creative writing is on my list of things I’d love to study too, and something that I could do via distance learning to make it fit around a busy life. It would definitely complement our blogging skills!


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